Yesterday’s change of scenery didn’t put me far enough ahead for the upcoming weekend activities, so today I am sequestered in the flat. I am in a fantastic blur of productivity right now, thanks in part to some abusively thumping techno music on one of the iTunes streaming radio stations (hard.fm if anyone is curious) and my brain is sharp and alert thanks to some old prescription ADD medicine I still had kicking around. Fuck! so this is what productivity used to be like!
Anyway, the 20×2 presentation (version 1-¬†I’m sure I’ll revise at the last minute) is finally solidifying into something I can use. I did a lot of depressed sleeping over the past couple of days-¬†escapism sleep-¬†and feel a lot more clarity now. Partly due to the drugs in my brain and also the snapping into action with a deadline closing in. Everything is starting to gel now. I have enough ‘booster’ pills to get me through this, and expiration dates be damned, I just might continue to use them until this weekend is over.
I’d forgotten what clarity felt like, and I like it. The fog is lifted. I am happy!
Oh yeah, I’m also getting housework done. I’m on fire…