It’s currently the day ushered in by the blue moon of last eve. I am strongly attached to the moon for reasons I may never fully understand but deny not that I’m to revel in the rarity and cosmic deja vu of a blue moon occurrence. She was brilliant last night… huge, proud and smiling upon the earth with a warm smile not typically apparent in the mother of shadows and veiled intent. She was truly a gift and I am grateful. Mei luna…
I was out with friends last night and had a really swell time, having given thanks for the lunar gift prior to engaging in the plans pending. Aaron was there too. It was an interesting feeling to have gone out with him as a friend. No pressure to be sweet or amorous. We ate pizza, played pool, drank a little… it was comfort like I’ve not felt with him in ages. We were free. It was beautiful. And mei luna smiled sweetly on us all.
We returned home before midnight and I did a little more thanking and such before nearly passing out from exhaustion. I barely drank alcohol last night, so I was just ready for sleep- nothing more complex than that. Mei luna kissed me goodnight and I slept like a babe.
I’m having a very productive day today. Aaron is away with his brother at a festival and I am free to do what I please in this house. I’ve done the mundane tasks of washing floors, scrubbing the toilet, running a load of towels through the wash… but all without provocation, interruption, or the feeling of having to share space. This is my house today and I am drinking in every moment with an energy and pleasure. Not that I mind my (now ex)husband being around, but it’s easier on us both when the other is out of the house. It’s natural and we accept that. Nothing more to it.
I think I’ll paint. I’ve not dirtied a canvas in over a year. I need to now. Perhaps I’ll post a picture of it when I’m finished…
Until later kitties-
smooches of new dawns dusted in joy,
Current mood: content and productive. happy, really.
Current music: Meditate and Create from Brainwave Symphony