My brain is mush today. My new business isn’t launching on my (self-set) deadline due to things I can’t control. I’m making the best of it and looking at it as a way to further polish the stuff I’m doing. It also means I’ve been able to add a lot more products than I was originally going to launch with. Not a bad thing.
But my brain is mush. About a half-hour ago I realised I forgot to take my ‘meds’ (a variety of herbs and oils that help me with my ADHD brain chemistry)– boy howdy! that messes with me more than I thought. I have kinda taken the morning off. I also didn’t work past six or seven last night. A first for a long time. In doing that, I wonder if I broke my brain! Total disruption to the routine I’ve had for weeks. Whatever the reason or trigger, today I’ve played a video game for an hour (Brutal Legend on PS3), made Mac & Cheese from scratch, worked on a painting, paid the Council Tax, got the grocery shopping done, and did a load of dishes. Now it’s time to knuckle down and hope my brain plays ball. Even if it doesn’t, it must.
At least I don’t have to cook dinner tonight. 
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Ugh!
Jen, the anticipation is making me sick. I simply have got to see the project you have been working on for this long and this hard. I know it’ll blow my socks off and I just want to see it already.
(sigh) Ok, patients is a virtue I’ll cling to for a bit longer.
Brain turn to mush?
Woman you had the clarity to make home made mac&cheese. If that ain’t a sign of a sound body and mind, then I’m totally screwed.
Whew, I feel better now.
Yins hang in there’n that. We’re pullin for ya and I’ll throw back an iron to seal the deal. (been in pgh far to long)
Ha! To quote one of my favorite movies, “without change something sleeps deep within inside us. The sleeper must awaken.”
And while we’re having fun, and you bring a writer and all, do you remember “conjuction junction what’s your function”?
Heck yeah, I do!
And I like the quote.